Sunday 29 April 2012

......and April flew away. I thought dropping down to two Uni subjects would be enough but I found that I had so many headaches I was left feeling anxious and stressed. One day I heard little Becky as I was typing away going "Mommy, mommy, look at me". I turned around to see that she was playing with a toy drill in her mouth, dancing away to Giggle and Hoot on TV. I had to laugh; she looked so cute. Each day I had been running around so fast trying to get Uni stuff done and trying not to feel the overwhelming pain from these headaches, that it felt like I had been barely living- just surviving. I spoke with Mr D about withdrwing from uni. He says it is postponing it, not quiting. I hope he is right. I pray he is right.For it has been about two weeks since I withdrew and I am already starting to feel a bit down about it. I started on new medication for these overwhelming migraines. I have tried it before but stopped it because initally it can make me alittle confussed and make it hard for me to focus or concentrate, and I had found that impossible whilst at uni. Now I am trying it and hoping the side effects will subside quickly. Now to be a full time Mom for awhile...............................................................................................